Beraya & Work

Hey hey.. It's been long since i last post something.. So here's wat i've been up to..

Ber-raya-ing at college friend's house.. went to like 4 houses from morning til nite hahaha.. Actually got Joanna, Pei Zhen and Yvonne going but last last ending up only me and Jay yang go visiting.. :(

1st house was Shawna's..

Shawna, Me and Jay

Me and Jay

After Shawna's place we went to this new guy i just know.. His name is Giey, looks like ang mo punya la hemsembui.. O_o wow.. hahah i noe.. He smells good oso.. BONUS... Hahaha..

Met Ivan, Bryan, Marshall, few other guys i dunno their name but many la at G's house.. Hahaha.. Then we all convoy 4 cars go all the way to another dude's house, his name is Zul, in Donggongon so far.. Sad much only me and Jay only girls.. But its ok.. Got so many body-guards hahaha..

Then we went to this B-boys house.. He's called KJ in the Borneo Crew B-Boy thing.. Stayed there quite long coz it was raining..

Around 5 we went back to Shawna's place again coz Jay need her teman her sleep at hostel coz its super extremely scary... Unfortunately, Shawna's parents don't let her sleep at hostel so my parents offered Jay to crash at mine.. So went back to hostel pack up and off to Likas.. Hahah..

Next day, I sent Jay to Jesselton coz she go back Labuan.. Spent the whole 2 days with her ...

Where am i?

So i did work again in Shangri-La Beach Resort.. On Sunday was from 3pm til 2am.. So tiring.. Yes 2am believe it.. Awesome coz i get to stay up late hahaha.. Serve this chinese wedding.. Bride very prettty o hahaha.. While working got this guy, Reza, so getek o.. Keep hold my hand la, minta number la.. OMG.. But he's ok la.. He taught me how to cut the fish hahaha..

After clearing up everything we had to stay back coz need prepare table for next days wedding.. Me, Joanna and 1 girl had to fold like 460 napkins into roses.. O_o

Long long night.... Fold fold fold, set up table, wipe chopsticks and plates.... Then only can go home.. But i was hungry so me and Joanna went to meet up with our supervisor.. Got Riched, Rangga, Larry, Philipus (Manager) and Joiees..

Makan makan tiba-tiba got beer kena poured for me.. Hahaha drink la but must limit coz i'm driving.. The supervisor really sot keep pouring pouring for me i oso dunno how much i drank.. I couldnt walk properly la i noe.. I still had to send Joanna home and myself home.. I noe i drive very fast la haha.. but funny thing is i can drive normally but cant walk straight.. Weird much..

Next day, work again but this time late a bit la like 3.30Pm til 1am.. Not much stuff to do.. Wipe goblet, put cake on table then makan.. Makan ady then start work lo.. This time i had to jaga like 2 tables coz my partner is new.. Was more tired that day than Sunday..

After work went to Upperstar eat again around 12.30am.. Always hungry.. Hahaha.. Went with Joanna, Yvonne, Joiees and Jushtice.. Hahaha Jushtice so shock i smoke.. I noe very shocking..

Then Riched came!! Happynya me.. Hahaha.. Can talk bullshit with him..

Upperstar close so went to Salim.. 24 hours kan.. Hahah so stayed and hung out til like 3.30am then Yvonne had to go back, her dad keeps calling.. Sad couldnt stay out bit longer.. Sent them all home then went back.. By the time i got home was like 4 something..

My life now change 180 degrees.. Always out late i mean til early morning.. Sad coz i only can go out that late if i'm working or if someone fetches me.. Parents hate if i drive.. Lame.. Sick of kena lecturing by them... Always the same old thing..


I guess that's all..

Right now, i'm at Joanna's house with Pei Zhen finishing up the assignments.. Getting hungry.. :( Why can't i stop eating?? Haiz..

Continue just now ..

Ok ok continue.. Finish finding my assignment info liao.. Ok so where am i..

O ya..

Lepak-ing on the hostel's hallway.. Waiting time to pass.. We actually got BBQ dinner that nite so i stayed over at Jay's place to shower.. We celebrated Mooncake Festival with all the Inti people.. Well not all turned up.. Rugi la them..





So the BBQ.. Got 2 games they organize.. The balloon tie on leg then pijak2 that and the musical chair.. I noe like kiddy game but really fun.. :) Met many new friends hahaha.. People at my college are as insane as i am..

Mine.. I wan RED but finish ady..

Low quality Picture.. At least my phone now got flash..

After the BBQ, it was still early and i no car kan so the guys asked us if we wanted to go out.. Watch STEP UP 3!! Wan la of course so chow we all.. We went to Suria.. Watch 11Pm show.. And we watch the 3D hahaha So awesome.. The effect ok bah.. Recommended ..

While waiting for time to past, it was still early, so we went to play game..

Hand sensored game..

The Drum game is actually fun.. Hahaha..



Punya Bida the 3D Spek mata..

We went back around 3am.. I crashed at Joanna's place coz no1 can pick me at 3 in the morning.. Hahaha.. I slept at her house again since Friday.. Had fun...

On Saturday night, me Joanna and Pei Zhen went out.. We go makan at Hilltop then Riched(supervisor) joined us.. then we went to Lintas drink drink la.. After that we go Upperstar, Jonathan Tay and Daniel Wong met up with us there.. Bored so played truth or dare til the shop closed.. We all drank that night.. I had 1 bottle of Heineken.. I driving again that so didnt drink much..

It was still ealy so we decided to go Sutera Harbout jalan-jalan la.. That's when i started to get drunk.. So my fren told me la i couldnt really remmeber that night.. All i noe i was acting strange and my frens were really scared hahaha..

I couldn't walk straight haha lucky Pei Zhen and Joanna were there to hold me.. Then i felt so sad all of a sudden and tired so i sat down somewhere i dont remember then cry my heart out.. Coz of u noe who la.. Hmm..

After that Jonathan drove my car back coz i couldnt drive kan.. Went back to Joanna's place around 4am..

Really crazy kan my life in college... Change 180 degress..



Then Monday classes were usual.. Took picture with this dude.. Awesome hair hahaha..

Cooze and me :)

Yesterday night, me, Joanna, Pei Zhen, Jonathan and Yvonne went out.. We go KBox in town sing sing til like 11 plus then still early kan... bah go play pool at Metro.. Riched came again :)

Jonathan Tay.. Weird rich guy.. Very LC oso..
Always spend us :)

Didnt take much pictures.. Then after at Metro, Jonthan went home coz he had class at 8 the next day.. So we hung out with Riched at Tanjung Aru.. Around 1 we got there lepak lepak til like 2 plus.. Then Yvonne felt weird her bulu roma naik.. U noe wat that means kan.. Late nite + Beach + Very Dark Surrounding + No one = u think la....

So Riched sent us all back.. I like his car smell hahaha... We reach back home around 3 again.. Slept like pig.. So tired..

I just wanna say something here since this blog is like my Diary and i don't give a damn wat people think of me...

Ever since i went to INTI i started smoking and drinking.. Bla bla bla its bad for health yaya i noe.. But i only smoke when i'm stressed out.. And these past few days, i have been very very stressed out... I'm not a heavy smoker but i snoke when i can..

I'm the type of person who needs to express how i feel.. So there...

Got to go now.. Going back home soon.. Gotta pack my stuff..

The Badside of.........

Wat's in the past stays the past...


To keep my mind of things i'll post what have i been doing the whole 2-3 weeks..

I have been working at Shangri-La Beach Resort on when ah?? 29 August i think.. Ya ya.. Work til 1am man..

Me and Pei Zhen




So bored kan so took random pictures..


We clear up the whole place..

We serve a wedding dinner.. The bride so pretty o.. Haha.. It was buffet so easy la my job..
Just clear plate, isi drinks.. Layan people..




I had to carry all the flowers and plates and goblets and jugs and trays and aiya so many la.. Back an forth to the store.. Punya tiring.. My pants lagi keep falling..


In the staff locker room.. So fat o me.. Look like budak2 dis..

Then hungry kan so my supervisor, Riched, brought me and my frens to eat.. We went to Upperstar in town.. Got me, Joanna, Pei Zhen, Jayneice, Yvonne, Joiees, and supervisors = Riched, Rangga, Cyril, and few more i forgot who went..

Riched spend us drink Heineken :) But i drive so drink little bit only.. Too bad.... Went back at 3am..


Last Last Sunday evening..

Me and Pei Zhen went to 1Borneo.. So bored kan.. So we jalan2.. Went to Toys R' Us play there hahaha.. Like budak2

Wow they even have this...
Kids these days ah.. So high tech..

ALIEN :)

Did nothing much la.. Just walk walk only.. So bored la KK...

Wednesday last week ...
We went to Shangri-La to take gaji.. But unforetunately i dun have.. So slow the accountant cash in our money.. Anyway it was still early for class so went to the beach..

Jay, Yvonne, Joanna and Pei Pei :) My new frens...

So bored nothing to do..

Humph this la membikin-panaskan sya.. Anak sialan bang my car..

Sial dis.. I was at Joanna's hse.. Send her back kan.. Then i reverse la.. See car and side mirror, check 1st got car o not.. Ok clear no car.. So GOSTAN la slowly ah.. Tiba-tiba!!! This Red car come out from no where speed lagi tu, i remember tu SS 9339 J ReD MyVi ah, go squeeze mati-mati ba he wan limpas my car padahal my car sudahlah GOSTAN sampai the opposite nieghbour's hse.. Sudahlah no place kan, still wan squeeze and speed bah.. NGAI SAT..

Punyalah i marah.. ADUINAH.. For nothing ba u go langgar my ass.. Cannot break a while wait ka.. Ur hse pun so near mau juga rush.. If u wan berak i understand la.. Dis pula teda-teda ba.. Punyalah..

*Bastard , -Joanna (The whole converstion in Hakka) Translated..

*So wat now??
-U cannot break ka?? U suppose to break ok.. sudahlah her car gostan until the back no place u still wan squeeze!!
* Eh why she didn't see the back whether got car o not before reverse?? Her fault ba!
- I saw ady she see her mirror! I witness lagi u go squeeze into the neightbour's garage just to past her.. U cannot stop ka??
* =.= I call the cops settle this...
-Bah call la call la see who yang salah!!

I was at the side trying my best to use my brain and translate what they were saying into English.. So hard.. =.=

After 1 and half hour...

THe bloody bastard's dad or somthing la dis old ah pek go knock my glass door so fucking hard with his bloody keys..

PUNYALAH i marah is paduli i shouted at him.. Trus back off bah him.. U noe wat the asshole said??

Lei ho ye... Giving me thumbs up lagi tu.. Wat la him.. So lame..

U noe why the cops didnt turn up?? Coz he didnt call.. Why?? Coz his car sudahlah tinted later kena saman.. Sudahlah he move the car, how to investigate.. Sudahlah his license and road tax expire, apalagi.. Chow trus la...

LAMEST ASS i have ever seen...


Last Thursday cooking class..


It was soup day so we learned 5 new soups.. Suppose to be 6 but no mushrooms so chef next time teach us..

*caution* Don't drool..

Minestorne

Cream of Pumpkin


Cream of Tomato ( i make)



Prawn Bisque *best*


Clear Vege soup ( i make oso)



tada.. Nice kan




Joanna, Yvonne, Pei Zhen and LULU :)



We were stuck outside the dorm so lepak la..

I'll post more when i got time.. i really needa start on my assignments..

Sorry :)

It Ended TODAY...

I ended my relationship with u noe who... Yes its true.. There's many reasons why i did it... I'm not gonna say it here...

Just to let u noe..... I still care and love u.. But u've been neglecting me these past few months... It hurts to not hear from u like i used to... I'm sorry if i hurt u.. But we need to go on our separate ways.. Thanks for being there when i need u.. It's time for me to let u go.. I love u...



It really sucks to get hurt twice in a row by people who u care bout..

Should i believe u??

I don't noe if u're lying or not... It's so frustrating to understand u.. I wanna believe u but the excuses the gave are really so unbelievable.. Its hard and confusing.. I want to believe u but i cant seem to... Everytime i think bout it, it seems so fake...

U keep giving excuses not to meet me everytime i wanna see u... Those excuses are really lame.. I cant seem to understand.. I dont understand u anymore... U keep shoving me away.. Like u dont want me anymore..

Do u think its so easy to have free time to go meet u?? This is not high skul ok, my schedules are full and i don't even have time to go out with my friends... U never appreciate what i do for u.. U always think i have all the time in the world to meet u when i cant.. And when i can, u just bailed like i'm nothing...

Why are u hurting me this way?? If u so wanna be with her then i have no objection just stop playing with my feelings coz i do care and love u... Do u??

I hate that i still wanna be with u.. But the longer i tolerate with ur lame excuses, the more i get hurt... U don't noe how much i've been through...

The more u shove me away, the more i dont have those feelings i have towards u like i used to... Do u want me to not love u or care bout u?? I'd rather tell u the truth than hide the truth behind ur back and hurt u even more...

So its up to u... Shove me away again and i swear i'll break this relationship once and for all...