Hey today went to shopping mall very boring 1 called boulevard.. The only nice thing there is Famous Amos, Body Glove and Converse haha.. The converse shop here is double the 1 in Warisan and got more shoes.. So from now on i'll only buy my shoes here hehehe....
Thenn evening when we got back, me nn my cousin made oreo chocolate cheesecake then after dinner we made a lot a lot of cookies.. Now the whole house smells like cookies and cake.. Yummy..
Hahaha watching Elmo's movie now.. So cute.. How i wish i could get a big big Elmo teddy bear... Hmm.. Dunno where i can find dat..
Babies here r going crazy.. 1 baby keeps eating everything and anything that's why she's so fat hahaha my mini-me hahaha.. The other baby is pretty and cute, my fav baby here haha.. I wanna have my own baby...
Tomorrow we're gonna have party.. Aunts birthday.. House is gonna be fulled with 40 hungry humans.. That's why i'm working my butt off baking all day long.. Tomorrow oso need bake and help with the cooking.. Tiring...
Well i'm gonna go bed now so goodnight world..
I LOVE ELMO!!
I wan Elmo.............. I wan Elmo........ I wan Elmo...... I wan Elmo.... I wan Elmo!!!!!!!!!!! GIMME MY ELMO!!!!!!!!!!
Tuesday, February 9, 2010
Monday, February 8, 2010
At Kuching..
Had lots of fun at the 5C reunion, went to Waterfront to have dinner but the sea water is to smelly smells like rotten fish pee water so we changed our venue to Fish n Co.. Many of classmates turned up but the malay group didnt come dunno y.. So there's me, Marion, Sharon (SMC), Wendy, Elle, Belle, Sharlyn (WEBS), Irving, Damien, Julian, Liew, Andy, Ben, Sunny, Karen and Khong...
After dinner we took pictures around waterfront then yam cha again there til like 10 then went back home.. Then on that same day at 4am i had to wake up man so early just to go to the airport coz my flight to Kuching is 6 something.. So couldnt sleep well and i was so so exhausted in the morning..
Uncle came to fetch us and i had Laksa for breakfast... So long din eat Laksa yummy.. only 3 bucks ah so cheap.. Then head back to the house.. I become babysitter here hahaha so many baby cousins..
Then next day Sunday have to wake up at 5 get ready for church coz the church starts damn early like 6.30am the sun not yet even rise.. Kuching sunsets at 7 plus u noe.. So after church we went for breakfast with all the uncle uncle n anuty anuty.. Hahaha 5 years they din see me u noe.. So long.. I had Kueh Chap so so nice.. Those of u who dunno wats dat it's like chunky triangular pieces mee like kueh teow mee only this is big n triangle served with black pork soup, pork fat, pork intestine, pork something and taufu.. Cheap ooooo only 3 bucks 1 bowl got so much stuff.. Wah man i tell u so soo sooo sedap man... Better 100 times than the lousy kk Bak Kut Teh hahahaha...
Hahaha lucky i don have a muslim boyfriend.. Hahahahahah...
Anyway after that we went to my uncle's house.. So cool u noe, my grandpa and his 2 brothers ans sis got like dis huge land so the build their houses side by side.. Hahaha only that road got 3 houses.. My baby cousins so fun man can just ride their bike without worrying bout getting hit by some bastard neighbour hahaha.. After that ny grandpa brought me to this place it's like bukit padang sell yummy yummy cheap ABC only 2.50 bucks ah so cheap then eat rojak buah and sotong kangkung.. Wah man getting fatter...
Then today hehehe my cousin from MIRI who's studying here bring me jalan jalan.. Went to this shopping mall new 1 called spring and it's so so clean and niced and the shops r like twice the sizes in KK.. The shopping mall not as big as 1Borneo la but i'd say the interior of Spring is better than 1Borneo.. Maybe i'm sick of going there la dat's so sick of that place..
Ok so bought Roxy baju, Quicksilver belt for fren not u aaron, a Vincci necklace, then finally bought storybook by Jodi Picolt or is it Picult.. Then we ate this shave icecream thingy called iGlool very cute place and the icecream very unik i dun think KK got.. Suck.. Ok then i saw this Chocolate fondant machine thingy and i couldnt resist hahaha so bought marshmellow for me, my lil bro and my cousin..
O ya my cousin brought me to check out the nursing college here called Segi college which actually has many other bidangs like tourism, accounting, business, etc etc.. Ya so those of u who wanna noe bout it u can ask me la.. I kena force to go for nursing by my grandma but i'm so not interested in wipping some old mans ass after i graduate man.. Wat the hell o it's my future la ok.. I dont wanna do something which is ur dreams.. Ok so i got this possibility of being a teacher.. Coz tourism is actually a dead end in the future unless own a hotel.. Teacher ??? See la still considering...
Ok then we went to another shopping mall in town i dunno wat's it called.. Bring my lil bro go cut hair Alan's Salon haha now he looks like rockstar.. I'll post the pictures when i get back to KK.. I forgot bring my phone cable.. Then we dunno where else to go so went back to the ABC place again hahaha i wan go there everyday hahaha... So tiring and full keep eating..
Then when got back home my grandma keep asking us to eat again so eat again.. I tell u i was so darn full i cant even swallow my own saliva.. Hahaha..
So tomorrow punya plans is bake 2 blueberry cheesecake, chocolate chip cookies, pineapple jam tarts and others i dunno wats it called..Getting ready for the BIG DAY on Sunday... Hahhaha yayayayayay so excited.. If i were at KK sure no Chinese New Year mood 1.. Like Christmas no mood 1.. Cacat..
Ok so yeah i'll post the pictures when i get back to KK..
Will post more when i have something interesting to talk bout..
KUCHING FOOD DAMN CHEAP O!!!!!! Kopi O onli lapan pulo sen...
After dinner we took pictures around waterfront then yam cha again there til like 10 then went back home.. Then on that same day at 4am i had to wake up man so early just to go to the airport coz my flight to Kuching is 6 something.. So couldnt sleep well and i was so so exhausted in the morning..
Uncle came to fetch us and i had Laksa for breakfast... So long din eat Laksa yummy.. only 3 bucks ah so cheap.. Then head back to the house.. I become babysitter here hahaha so many baby cousins..
Then next day Sunday have to wake up at 5 get ready for church coz the church starts damn early like 6.30am the sun not yet even rise.. Kuching sunsets at 7 plus u noe.. So after church we went for breakfast with all the uncle uncle n anuty anuty.. Hahaha 5 years they din see me u noe.. So long.. I had Kueh Chap so so nice.. Those of u who dunno wats dat it's like chunky triangular pieces mee like kueh teow mee only this is big n triangle served with black pork soup, pork fat, pork intestine, pork something and taufu.. Cheap ooooo only 3 bucks 1 bowl got so much stuff.. Wah man i tell u so soo sooo sedap man... Better 100 times than the lousy kk Bak Kut Teh hahahaha...
Hahaha lucky i don have a muslim boyfriend.. Hahahahahah...
Anyway after that we went to my uncle's house.. So cool u noe, my grandpa and his 2 brothers ans sis got like dis huge land so the build their houses side by side.. Hahaha only that road got 3 houses.. My baby cousins so fun man can just ride their bike without worrying bout getting hit by some bastard neighbour hahaha.. After that ny grandpa brought me to this place it's like bukit padang sell yummy yummy cheap ABC only 2.50 bucks ah so cheap then eat rojak buah and sotong kangkung.. Wah man getting fatter...
Then today hehehe my cousin from MIRI who's studying here bring me jalan jalan.. Went to this shopping mall new 1 called spring and it's so so clean and niced and the shops r like twice the sizes in KK.. The shopping mall not as big as 1Borneo la but i'd say the interior of Spring is better than 1Borneo.. Maybe i'm sick of going there la dat's so sick of that place..
Ok so bought Roxy baju, Quicksilver belt for fren not u aaron, a Vincci necklace, then finally bought storybook by Jodi Picolt or is it Picult.. Then we ate this shave icecream thingy called iGlool very cute place and the icecream very unik i dun think KK got.. Suck.. Ok then i saw this Chocolate fondant machine thingy and i couldnt resist hahaha so bought marshmellow for me, my lil bro and my cousin..
O ya my cousin brought me to check out the nursing college here called Segi college which actually has many other bidangs like tourism, accounting, business, etc etc.. Ya so those of u who wanna noe bout it u can ask me la.. I kena force to go for nursing by my grandma but i'm so not interested in wipping some old mans ass after i graduate man.. Wat the hell o it's my future la ok.. I dont wanna do something which is ur dreams.. Ok so i got this possibility of being a teacher.. Coz tourism is actually a dead end in the future unless own a hotel.. Teacher ??? See la still considering...
Ok then we went to another shopping mall in town i dunno wat's it called.. Bring my lil bro go cut hair Alan's Salon haha now he looks like rockstar.. I'll post the pictures when i get back to KK.. I forgot bring my phone cable.. Then we dunno where else to go so went back to the ABC place again hahaha i wan go there everyday hahaha... So tiring and full keep eating..
Then when got back home my grandma keep asking us to eat again so eat again.. I tell u i was so darn full i cant even swallow my own saliva.. Hahaha..
So tomorrow punya plans is bake 2 blueberry cheesecake, chocolate chip cookies, pineapple jam tarts and others i dunno wats it called..Getting ready for the BIG DAY on Sunday... Hahhaha yayayayayay so excited.. If i were at KK sure no Chinese New Year mood 1.. Like Christmas no mood 1.. Cacat..
Ok so yeah i'll post the pictures when i get back to KK..
Will post more when i have something interesting to talk bout..
KUCHING FOOD DAMN CHEAP O!!!!!! Kopi O onli lapan pulo sen...
Saturday, January 30, 2010
Hmm..
Feeling so sick.. Brain is pounding on my skull, no appetite (good), feeling so darn weak i could just fall of the chair now, barely slept last nite again, having nitemares worse than the past dreams i had...
I can be ok but it takes time i'm not a robot that can switch mood every few seconds...
This is my blog i can do wat i want whenever i want and u cant stop me from letting me do wat i want..
I can be ok but it takes time i'm not a robot that can switch mood every few seconds...
This is my blog i can do wat i want whenever i want and u cant stop me from letting me do wat i want..
Unsensible..
U noe sometimes u just hate it when people are just so darn rude to u and it just fires up ur anger..
Rude as in rude in a not sarcastic way and they just dont think its rude and just hurts ur feelings and u just wanna point it out to them that its offensive and they think u're so so wrong and shoots u in the head again..
I noe i am rude ok no doubt bout that but i'm rude in a sarcastic way which is so different than rude in bad way get it?? Maybe u guys dont get wat i'm trying to say here...
Ok so wat i'm trying to say is dis person is so darn rude to me and dis person thinks i'm the 1 who's getting all worked up and it's my fault 4 getting so mad... Ridiculous.. This is absurd... Bloody hell... and to think i wanted to apologize over something i didnt do...
So freaking angry i couldnt confront this person.. Make me cant sleep properly for 2 days in a row... Mom thinks i'm crazy for not talking or being the crazy me i used to and she even asked to go to this 'Teenage Depression Talk' which is crazy... I'm sad ya depressed ya but not physcologically depressed til i'm like mad like Bukit Padang ppl mad...
It's so sad to hear it from ur mom to be asked and forced to go to this kinda depression help talk... Anyway i manage to talk her out on forcing me to go to that bloody talk thingy..
So frustrating.... I feel as if my life is getting worse by the day... A friend ( not telling who) is like getting weird, he's like ignoring and being so cold to another friend of mine.. I think he's like a changed person.. He's not wat he was before.. Is it caused by skul life stress?? Or is it caused by his way of saying i dont wanna be ur friend anymore?? Is so heart-breaking for me and my other friend..
Life is so messed up now.. It's no longer the high skul happy fun life i used to love and hate and love and hate... I think i'm changing to.. Please dont change!!... D: I'm becoming more dull, quiet, crazy-free person... I never see myself laugh or smile at all.. Seriously... I try to smile but i cant.. It's like my facial muscle aint moving when i move it.. I can say hahaha but i can laugh bout it..
This is a long post... Good coz i need help... It's like my happiness has been sucked right out of me.. I so so hope the 5C reunion JADI so i can get help with my so called depression state... I so wanna get drunk..
I dont now why but i keep having this weird dreams over and over.. I noe there r just dreams but it makes me feel so much better.. I've been dreaming bout doing bad things like smoking, drinking, being away from family, running away from home, staying with some guy i dont noe i met at a bar but it's just dreams.. i noe it's bad to do those things somehow it makes me feel so much better if i did that.. U think i'm going crazy???? I so so need help A.S.A.P..
I'm leaving soon and i dont wanna spend my holidays in this state so if u r trying to ruin my mood for the holidays, CONGRATULATIONS it worked out darn well..
I dont noe if my plans for next week are cancelled or not.. If it's not cancelled, should i be happy? Should i forget bout the past things u've done? Can i be happy by next week?? Can i be the happy joyful crazy person i used to?? Will my eyes sparkle when i see u?? Will my heart stop beating when i lay my eyes on u?? Will i ever feel the same way i used to when i see u... I personally dont noe how should i react anymore... I dont even noe if u'll feel the same way like u used to when u see me... Is it me or r u feeling the same way right now?? I cant expect u to change if u cant change the way u r.. I guess i'll have to live with wat u r no matter how painful it is so... Apologizing for watever i did to u.... Happy?? I dont think so...
I feel as if u don't want me anymore.. It's like i'm not worth anything to u anymore... Is it coz u're sick and tired of me?? Do u hate me so much that u're doing this to make me hate u so it's easier for me to let u go?? U dont want me anymore?? Do u wan to move on with ur life?? M i stopping u from reaching ur hopes and dreams?? It's not the 1st time we've been through this i doubt it wont happen again with our state like this...
Rude as in rude in a not sarcastic way and they just dont think its rude and just hurts ur feelings and u just wanna point it out to them that its offensive and they think u're so so wrong and shoots u in the head again..
I noe i am rude ok no doubt bout that but i'm rude in a sarcastic way which is so different than rude in bad way get it?? Maybe u guys dont get wat i'm trying to say here...
Ok so wat i'm trying to say is dis person is so darn rude to me and dis person thinks i'm the 1 who's getting all worked up and it's my fault 4 getting so mad... Ridiculous.. This is absurd... Bloody hell... and to think i wanted to apologize over something i didnt do...
So freaking angry i couldnt confront this person.. Make me cant sleep properly for 2 days in a row... Mom thinks i'm crazy for not talking or being the crazy me i used to and she even asked to go to this 'Teenage Depression Talk' which is crazy... I'm sad ya depressed ya but not physcologically depressed til i'm like mad like Bukit Padang ppl mad...
It's so sad to hear it from ur mom to be asked and forced to go to this kinda depression help talk... Anyway i manage to talk her out on forcing me to go to that bloody talk thingy..
So frustrating.... I feel as if my life is getting worse by the day... A friend ( not telling who) is like getting weird, he's like ignoring and being so cold to another friend of mine.. I think he's like a changed person.. He's not wat he was before.. Is it caused by skul life stress?? Or is it caused by his way of saying i dont wanna be ur friend anymore?? Is so heart-breaking for me and my other friend..
Life is so messed up now.. It's no longer the high skul happy fun life i used to love and hate and love and hate... I think i'm changing to.. Please dont change!!... D: I'm becoming more dull, quiet, crazy-free person... I never see myself laugh or smile at all.. Seriously... I try to smile but i cant.. It's like my facial muscle aint moving when i move it.. I can say hahaha but i can laugh bout it..
This is a long post... Good coz i need help... It's like my happiness has been sucked right out of me.. I so so hope the 5C reunion JADI so i can get help with my so called depression state... I so wanna get drunk..
I dont now why but i keep having this weird dreams over and over.. I noe there r just dreams but it makes me feel so much better.. I've been dreaming bout doing bad things like smoking, drinking, being away from family, running away from home, staying with some guy i dont noe i met at a bar but it's just dreams.. i noe it's bad to do those things somehow it makes me feel so much better if i did that.. U think i'm going crazy???? I so so need help A.S.A.P..
I'm leaving soon and i dont wanna spend my holidays in this state so if u r trying to ruin my mood for the holidays, CONGRATULATIONS it worked out darn well..
I dont noe if my plans for next week are cancelled or not.. If it's not cancelled, should i be happy? Should i forget bout the past things u've done? Can i be happy by next week?? Can i be the happy joyful crazy person i used to?? Will my eyes sparkle when i see u?? Will my heart stop beating when i lay my eyes on u?? Will i ever feel the same way i used to when i see u... I personally dont noe how should i react anymore... I dont even noe if u'll feel the same way like u used to when u see me... Is it me or r u feeling the same way right now?? I cant expect u to change if u cant change the way u r.. I guess i'll have to live with wat u r no matter how painful it is so... Apologizing for watever i did to u.... Happy?? I dont think so...
I feel as if u don't want me anymore.. It's like i'm not worth anything to u anymore... Is it coz u're sick and tired of me?? Do u hate me so much that u're doing this to make me hate u so it's easier for me to let u go?? U dont want me anymore?? Do u wan to move on with ur life?? M i stopping u from reaching ur hopes and dreams?? It's not the 1st time we've been through this i doubt it wont happen again with our state like this...
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
Depression
So sad la... Always got other plans kacau me... 1st was planning to go see my so called "best fren" then coz of my lil bro tennis competition (if fall on same dat) i cant see my "best fren".. Haiz... It's been a month since i last saw him and heard his voice...
So nothing happened much lately... Jus dat my bloody phone finally rosak cant even on no matter wat i do so terpaksa i buy phone now but actually i was planning to get the phone after Chinese New Year... Bought a 2nd hand handphone which is actually Faith's handphone since she wanna sell it and i like dat phone so cin cai la.. When dis phone rosak buy again lo..
After learning my leason from my previous phone I SHALL NOT PUT PHONE IN POCKET or else i'll forget that its there and dump it in the washing machine again... Stupid like dat oso can...
Hey where's ur phone?
Oh my Gosh i dumped it in the washing machine Har har har...
At least i have a better phone now..
I miss u so much....
So nothing happened much lately... Jus dat my bloody phone finally rosak cant even on no matter wat i do so terpaksa i buy phone now but actually i was planning to get the phone after Chinese New Year... Bought a 2nd hand handphone which is actually Faith's handphone since she wanna sell it and i like dat phone so cin cai la.. When dis phone rosak buy again lo..
After learning my leason from my previous phone I SHALL NOT PUT PHONE IN POCKET or else i'll forget that its there and dump it in the washing machine again... Stupid like dat oso can...
Hey where's ur phone?
Oh my Gosh i dumped it in the washing machine Har har har...
At least i have a better phone now..
I miss u so much....
Sunday, January 24, 2010
Stuck at home....
Gosh i'm so bored at home... Gotta stay home to feed my lil bro =.= means i only can go out when he goes to skul.. Sucks.... And i cant go out coz eveyone is working or studying... So sad... Make me think bout where i'm gonna study in the future... Scary...
Study ----> Further Studies -----> Training ----> Work -----> Marriage D: hahaha ----> Die
Ok so i got my gaji liao.. Not much but able to buy Chinese New Year stuff hahaha... I bought U.R.S heels so pwetty and high like 4 inch i think and it's black.. Then now waiting chance to go out to buy a purse... I need to get something that's older looking.. Dude i'm gonna be 18.. Legal adult lo cant use kiddy stuff hahaha...
I'm gonna be going to Kuching soon... Sad but happy at same time... I'll miss my Koala bear.. I'll miss my bed... I'll miss my TV ahh... I'll miss K.K food hahaha...
Adult life is hard.... I wanna go back to high skul where we can get free $$$ from parents and all u have to do is study.. No need work ur butt off to get $$$... Tiring.... I miss skul so so much... So depressed la.. Haiyo haiyo haiyo....
HEy when is 5C's class reunion o.. Say wan do last last cancel.... T.T So long i not crazy crazy like i used to be.. So depressed...............
Study ----> Further Studies -----> Training ----> Work -----> Marriage D: hahaha ----> Die
Ok so i got my gaji liao.. Not much but able to buy Chinese New Year stuff hahaha... I bought U.R.S heels so pwetty and high like 4 inch i think and it's black.. Then now waiting chance to go out to buy a purse... I need to get something that's older looking.. Dude i'm gonna be 18.. Legal adult lo cant use kiddy stuff hahaha...
I'm gonna be going to Kuching soon... Sad but happy at same time... I'll miss my Koala bear.. I'll miss my bed... I'll miss my TV ahh... I'll miss K.K food hahaha...
Adult life is hard.... I wanna go back to high skul where we can get free $$$ from parents and all u have to do is study.. No need work ur butt off to get $$$... Tiring.... I miss skul so so much... So depressed la.. Haiyo haiyo haiyo....
HEy when is 5C's class reunion o.. Say wan do last last cancel.... T.T So long i not crazy crazy like i used to be.. So depressed...............
Tuesday, January 12, 2010
HOLIDDAAAYYYY....
I feel as if my brain has stopped working... I like more blur now plus slow reaction... Dat day counted RM40 x 8 = RM360... WOW....
Ok anyway i finished working and now i'm bored as hell at home.. Sleep, eat, watch tv, shit, sleep... Gosh it's so boring but i cant work anymore coz who wanna employ a worker dat works for 3 weeks then go holiday a month then work again.. So just have to rot at home...
Nothing much to say... I noe my blog is getting more and more boring... Why??? Coz my life is so boring....
Gonna go HHHOOOLLLIIIDDDAAYYYYYY at Kuching... 6th til 21st Feb.. No Birthday here.. No Valentine's Day here... SAD.... Less presents but more money from Chinese New Year!!! Hahahaha...
Wanna get a lot of stuff with my gaji... Sad i cant keep any money after earning em.. Tempted...
Wanna get
- PHONE
- Purse
- Flats/Heels
- Handbags
- Cloths
- Books
I think dat's all..... But all in RED... Hahaha... I noe i'm crazy...
Ok anyway i finished working and now i'm bored as hell at home.. Sleep, eat, watch tv, shit, sleep... Gosh it's so boring but i cant work anymore coz who wanna employ a worker dat works for 3 weeks then go holiday a month then work again.. So just have to rot at home...
Nothing much to say... I noe my blog is getting more and more boring... Why??? Coz my life is so boring....
Gonna go HHHOOOLLLIIIDDDAAYYYYYY at Kuching... 6th til 21st Feb.. No Birthday here.. No Valentine's Day here... SAD.... Less presents but more money from Chinese New Year!!! Hahahaha...
Wanna get a lot of stuff with my gaji... Sad i cant keep any money after earning em.. Tempted...
Wanna get
- PHONE
- Purse
- Flats/Heels
- Handbags
- Cloths
- Books
I think dat's all..... But all in RED... Hahaha... I noe i'm crazy...
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